“Steady”, I tell myself. “You might be quaking in your soul, but you will not fall. Steady. Hold. Those thoughts are shaking you around, but grab them by the reins and bring them back under control. Hold fast baby-girl, you’ve got this.”
Sometimes I look around the room to have a conversation in secret smiles. You are always waiting with your confident grin. How do you do that? It is the perfect opening line.
I saw you writing in your corner of the internet and it delighted me so. But if one day you decide to quit that’s ok too. I’d thank you for all you added to my life and I’d let you know that for a moment in time we walked together.
I’m sorry, but I’m actually allergic to arrogant assholes.
Let me be honest, Your new love is driving me up the fucking wall. Your rose coloured feelings and adoring sighs make me resentful. I know it’s very exciting for you, But for the rest of us, It’s like you’re pointing a torch into our eyes during the black of night. It’s really just tooContinue reading “Your love makes me jealous”
I’m restless. I desperately want him now but it’s past midnight. Should I wake him from his slumber by pressing my body against his? Should I coax his eyes open and onto my curves? No, I’ll let him sleep. He’ll never know about the missed opportunity.
I’m not entirely sure when it started, but by lunch time I desperately wanted to grab you by your shirt collar and kiss you by the stairs.
Please give me a few days to decode the smile you gave me. I don’t yet know what it meant, but my body won’t stop complaining about wanting to see more.
Red wine and French JazzAn elevation of sophistication and wisdomSuddenly I know more of the world than I usually doI am an experienced cosmopolitanI am a quick-witted sageI am an encyclopedia of the ancient worldOh, this glass from Bordeaux mixed with sweet tonesHow you fool meIt is but an illusion of enlightenmentI’ll see you hereContinue reading “Bordeaux Illusion”
I escape. Writing on the pages of my mind, racing to create a utopia.A world more lovely and calm.A world filled with apex creations.Sorrow can’t find me here.I’ll erase the heavy weights from my life.I’ll write in yellows and greens, maybe a touch of purple.For a moment I find a sublime reprieve.I linger.I return. I’llContinue reading “Escape”