November 2020 – Secret Thoughts Within

Lost in pleasure

Baby, just kiss me and kiss me again,run your fingers over my lips. No one else makes me feel like this, safe and wild. My body belongs to you and your touch belongs on my skin. Whisper what you’d like to do to me in my earand I’ll show you what I want. Let’s getContinue reading “Lost in pleasure”

Simple (Published)

I know my words are too simple– My wholehearted “I love you” falls short any time I write it. Yet I feel compelled to release what’s dwelling inside my heart lest it consumes me. I don’t have an elegant pen like others who write perfect poems made up of perfect words enough to make anyone believe inContinue reading “Simple (Published)”

Exactly

When you walked through the door I fell onto your strong shoulder crying out an avalanche of tears and pain. Your chest caught every drop as I poured out my heart. You held me so securelywhispering understanding reassurances into my hair. It was exactly what I needed.You were exactly what I needed.

Burning grief (with audio)

I felt like throwing my own heart across the room– anything to get away from the burning anger inside my chest. As I sat there, with waves pulsing through my heart I realised– it wasn’t anger after all it was my pain my lingering loneliness and enduring exhaustion. I was burning up with grief overContinue reading “Burning grief (with audio)”

Ode to Old Love

As our love grows through the decades, Changing from when we met in our prime, And the light from our aging eyes fades Our connection only strengthens with time. We have such a long complex history But with each other we are secure, To stay together this long is certainly rare. When quirks about usContinue reading “Ode to Old Love”

Ode to New Love (Published)

My heart is overwhelmed by new love, A ray of light, that soft glowing beam, An answer to all my prayers above, Awakening me from all darkened dream. In this new light I feel my racing heart, The growing intensity making me blind, Each passing moment I become more attached And dread any second we are apart. TwoContinue reading “Ode to New Love (Published)”

Dark Shadows

I opened up to him revealing my true self– full of countless shadows. I let him see it all hiding nothing away white, black and grey. I trusted himnot because he would keep them at bay but because I knew he wasn’t afraid of darkness.

A 9th Letter from Secrets

Hey you, let me start by saying that this letter is thanks to Navaparna from The Passionate Learner. She has nominated me for the Blogger Recognition Award. Answering the award questions and nominating other people aren’t things I feel comfortable doing, but I want to honour Navaparna and the sentiment behind the award. Therefore, IContinue reading “A 9th Letter from Secrets”

Still Here

I wish you could understandhow grateful I am that you’re still here. I know you thought about leaving– ending it all and escaping the pain but you didn’t. You were so brave and you fought on. I thank God constantly that you’re still here. You are still here to laugh with me, teach me, and helpContinue reading “Still Here”

Astray (with audio)

Won’t you cover me with your distracting kisses? Take me in your arms and lead me astray. Make me lose my mind until I forget about the painful things. I want a moment of focussed passion, where all I can see and feel, taste and touch, is me and you.