longing – Secret Thoughts Within

Is This The Night?

Unspoken chemistry always there between ussimmering under the surface our friendship – we’ve never crossed the linewe’re always one careful step awayBut, tonight you’re sitting closerindecision in your eyesand when you look at me like thisI just want to feel your kiss Is this the night?Is this the night friends become lovers?Spend the evening exploring each otherin your room, underContinue reading “Is This The Night?”

This Distance

These long-distance thoughts keep me up at night – He says, “there are many ways to be touched” and we do our best using soft descriptive words to imitate a caress but the distance is still there It’s only human nature to crave more than his warm soul – I crave the heat of his skin ThereContinue reading “This Distance”

The Truth is…

The truth is… I want youI don’t want to want youbut I do When I see youit takes all of my self-control not to snake my arms around your neck and whisper naughty ideas in your ear I try not to think about usI try not to let my subconscious insert you into all myContinue reading “The Truth is…”

Let me be

I wish you would hold me Like you’re scared of H E I G H T S And I’m your safety rope. If only you would find comfort in me Like you’re scared of the DARK And I’m your nightlight. I wish you would depend on me Like you’re a boat st{caught}orm And I amContinue reading “Let me be”

Once Around The Sun (collab with audio)

Once around the sun with no touch from anyone with no fun Such a strange and lonely time in the history of this planet I dream of little moments like brushing past you on the stairs your aroma so sweet upon my senses your hair so finely spun between my fingers Round and round butContinue reading “Once Around The Sun (collab with audio)”

Low Times

I know I took you for granted, there was no looking back when I left. Time always changes how we see things and I know I didn’t see you properly. You gave it all and then some, transforming me into your hero– I was always counting the minutes until I let you down. I think aboutContinue reading “Low Times”

I wished

I watched the sun slip behind the mountains, Ending its day with a fiery display. I wished that you were with me Holding my hands in yours, Heating them with your breath Sending me confident smiles and corner-eyed looks. I wished you were with me Wrapping a blanket around us And pulling me close toContinue reading “I wished”