If I saw you today I know we’d exchange smiles remembering all we shared and all we left unsaid in those years Our eyes would betray secret longings for a life togetherwhere we would have enjoyed more than wistful memories of our unspoken love
You tell me you want six-pack abs I tell you not to worry – Instead of working on your body at the gym I’d prefer you to stay at home and work on my body in the bedroom.
Today is my birthday… my blogging birthday. A year ago today, I posted my first few thoughts and now we are here together. I’m surprised I made it. Happy Birthday to all our secret thoughts! I wish I could shower you with gifts and watch your eyes light up, but I have no presents toContinue reading “26th April: My Birthday”
I think of you less these daysand although I know that’s a good thingit also makes me a little sadbecause once…you were my everything
Without him, I’m uncertain what I would do. All the world would fade into grey and ash would fill my life. How would I face the long days and eternity of the night?
Swarming, Swarming Crawling inside me My thoughts scratch along my veins Becoming chains. Drowning, Drowning Underneath all my failures I’ve been in this place before So insecure Looking in the mirror The pressure is so severe, Time to eliminate those thoughts Before I disappear; I will not hold myself hostage And become a prisoner ofContinue reading “Internal Wars”
You’ve been sitting there quietly Care to share your thoughts? This infatuation has me I wore your scarf to keep me warm I could smell you there snaking all around me Feeling like a teenager in the grip of some sweet crush I watched you observing me with such indecent eyes drawing me into your spellContinue reading “Quietly (collab with audio)”
The brilliance of who you areis found in my eyes.I wish you could seethe way you shine into my life,even when your mind is distracted by dark thoughts.