Swarming, Swarming Crawling inside me My thoughts scratch along my veins Becoming chains. Drowning, Drowning Underneath all my failures I’ve been in this place before So insecure Looking in the mirror The pressure is so severe, Time to eliminate those thoughts Before I disappear; I will not hold myself hostage And become a prisoner ofContinue reading “Internal Wars”
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Holding Courage
Honey open your eyes And lift your chin You’ll beat the storm That rages within The walls might feel Like they’re caving in But you’ve got this fight Just look within I know with time That you will win So keep going honey And don’t give in
Through the dark night
You look at me with wild eyes willing me to say something anything at all really. You are hoping to find a magic cure in my words. Magic words… if only they could take away the panic in your mind. I know you don’t believe me but if you can just get through this nightContinue reading “Through the dark night”
Steady
“Steady”, I tell myself. “You might be quaking in your soul, but you will not fall. Steady. Hold. Those thoughts are shaking you around, but grab them by the reins and bring them back under control. Hold fast baby-girl, you’ve got this.”
Constant whisper
Sometimes the darkness blasts its way in I fight against feelings of crushing inadequacy and uselessness in this seemingly capable worldI have to fight so hard to remember all the things I’ve learnedI have come too far to tumble backwards from this savage mental pushI tell the world that I am stronger than this, theyContinue reading “Constant whisper”
