disconnection – Secret Thoughts Within

Like Stone

Without a crack of emotionyou stand before me like stoneso fiercely independent – when we’re together, I’m alone I wonder if you’d miss me if I walked out the door? How can you say you love me when I can’t tell anymore? You say it’s not your intention for me to second guess your heart but after twenty years together it’s notContinue reading “Like Stone”

Blank Stare

I tell you I feel alone you stare back at me confirming my deepest fears – you’re emotionally unavailable (again) I’m all alone (again) Open your mouth tell me what you’re thinking give me a glimpse of your heart – do you have space in there for me or is it locked without a key? You don’t have to be poetic I’ve never neededContinue reading “Blank Stare”

A New Love Story (Villanelle)

I don’t want to live my life in purgatory The time has come for me to move on I’m looking for a new love story Our relationship is in dangerous territory Mistrust and insecurity have started to spawn, I don’t want to live my life in purgatory Our life together is a sad inventory And now with the battle lines drawn I’mContinue reading “A New Love Story (Villanelle)”

Unkind Years (with audio)

He keeps fading I’m watching it happen before my eyes I wonder if he is silently fading from me too He keeps so many of his thoughts inside I’m always the last to know what’s going on Every morning I see less joy in his eyes He slogs the day out pushing himself in aContinue reading “Unkind Years (with audio)”

Falling Away (collab with audio)

I would have caught but you fell away instead I am unsure why, I thought My words were complete and clear that I was on your side I wanted to be a safe place for you to confide For you to live life free. Perhaps that scared you. Perhaps it was too much. Perhaps you didn’tContinue reading “Falling Away (collab with audio)”