Low Times

I know I took you for granted, there was no looking back when I left. Time always changes how we see things and I know I didn’t see you properly. You gave it all and then some, transforming me into your hero– I was always counting the minutes until I let you down. I think aboutContinue reading “Low Times”

Not Interested

I’m no longer interestedin being the one you go to for propping up your fragile ego. I’m not interestedin being the girlwho makes you feeluseful and important.I don’t care what you think, the need to reassure you has disappeared. I don’t give a fuck about what you do with your time, I’m sick of sortingContinue reading “Not Interested”

Empty days

These are the empty daysWhen the silence between the sentencesIs overwhelming. The barrenness of my lifeComes into full view.I am ashamedOf how little I have left. Devoid of the sparkleThat others say they see,How could they knowI’m only pinning up my broken smile? The silence is consumingReminding me of what I have lost.Filling cups withContinue reading “Empty days”

My Anodyne (version 1)

I used you as my anodyne To help me through a difficult time. Entertaining thoughts with you Are what I used to pull me through. If my pain would overwhelm I’d simply step into your realm. In there I found a certain light Which helped me in the darkest night. Your amusing words and wittyContinue reading “My Anodyne (version 1)”

April days (version 2)

My favourite are the April days, Blissful dreams appearing in the night, Manifesting themselves in the dawning light. Hopes and promises cover every dewy morn, Shining like crystals on a browning lawn. Head full of sunshine and sweet crisp air, Off for adventure without a care. Picnics near waterholes and to my surprise, You, gentlyContinue reading “April days (version 2)”