I used to purchase expensive notebooks with thick pages soft to the touch smelling of trees and leather I’d sit with my pen and thoughts scribing my pain and progress Deep lines etching canals on the paper as deep as my soul Now I type strange sentences on a cold, hard device remembering those notebooks hidden beside my bed ContinueContinue reading “Old Notebooks”
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Decay
I do not wish to write of decayor point out the injustices across the earthIt is not my desire to leave you depressed and introspective inspecting society’s mould and your neighbour’s blackened soul I do not wish to call you to revolution or rouse any righteous action You do not need me to educate or awaken you from slumber It’sContinueContinue reading “Decay”
Float
Blow my heart into the winds of love I’ll float as you whisper in my ear – smiling as my soul glides Take me higher far from life’s troubles and closer to your heart I’ll spin with love’s dips and peaks – I’m already adrift in your arms
I’ll Blame Mercury
I’m angry, I’m unsettled – every nerve is frayed and I don’t follow astrology but I’ll blame Mercury Retrograde I’ll message my best friend she’ll agree with everything I say We lament over our frustrationsand both bitch about our day But when the sun has set and the stars are in the skyI’ll remember life is hard – Mercury isn’t the reason whyContinueContinue reading “I’ll Blame Mercury”
On My Mind
(Oar, Aika)Ikenaga Yasunari, 2017 On my mind You’re on my mind In the night And all the timeA restless body my heart’s not free I want to give in yet pray you’ll leave Taking real estate in my dreams Your smile features in my fantasiesOn my mind You’re on my mind The sweetest torturelove designed
Death to Life (collab with audio)
Photo by Eva Bronzini on Pexels.com By Cassa Bassa, Benjamin Grossman, Bree Leto Is there any life inside this brittle heart of mineI am cracked to the coreAll my light has leaked outI cry out for nourishment Someone to restore A desert flower thirsting for rainA deadwood feeling lost in a spring forestThe craving for lifeContinueContinue reading “Death to Life (collab with audio)”
Loneliness =
Arms open wide to the world while your heart remains empty
Blooming Without You (with audio)
The original photo (in colour) can be found here Music Bed: ‘In The Moment’ by Steve Oxen via FesliyanStudios If your cruel behaviour taught me anything it’s that I’m a fighter I may have been crushed but I grew despite your destruction – I stood without you I pushed my roots deeper strengthening my core against the harshness of life healingContinueContinue reading “Blooming Without You (with audio)”
What Day Is It? (with audio)
Image found here on Pinterest I don’t recall where I am or what I’m doing How did I get to this place in my life? Why did I allow myself to float this far off track? My inner child looks back over a freckle-covered shoulder She had different dreams than this she bought into a lie she never knew existed TheContinueContinue reading “What Day Is It? (with audio)”
Blurred
Image found here on Pinterest I want to write about sex and passion death and fear obsession and depression and all that lives between those words but my sentences stall inside my heart and all I write are shadows of memory and blurred dreams