26th April: My Birthday

Today is my birthday… my blogging birthday. A year ago today, I posted my first few thoughts and now we are here together. I’m surprised I made it. Happy Birthday to all our secret thoughts! I wish I could shower you with gifts and watch your eyes light up, but I have no presents toContinue reading “26th April: My Birthday”

Not Interested

I’m no longer interestedin being the one you go to for propping up your fragile ego. I’m not interestedin being the girlwho makes you feeluseful and important.I don’t care what you think, the need to reassure you has disappeared. I don’t give a fuck about what you do with your time, I’m sick of sortingContinue reading “Not Interested”

Burning grief (with audio)

I felt like throwing my own heart across the room– anything to get away from the burning anger inside my chest. As I sat there, with waves pulsing through my heart I realised– it wasn’t anger after all it was my pain my lingering loneliness and enduring exhaustion. I was burning up with grief overContinue reading “Burning grief (with audio)”

More than words (with audio)

These are not just words—this is love, this is dunamis, this is a miracle for your spirit. These are not just words—this is an awakening, this is refreshment, this is something to hold onto. More than words— This is my heart reaching for yours and your heart connecting to mine. This is the divine. Dunamis:Continue reading “More than words (with audio)”