Internal Wars

Swarming, Swarming Crawling inside me  My thoughts scratch along my veins Becoming chains. Drowning, Drowning Underneath all my failures I’ve been in this place before So insecure Looking in the mirror The pressure is so severe, Time to eliminate those thoughts Before I disappear; I will not hold myself hostage And become a prisoner ofContinue reading “Internal Wars”

Golden Skies (with audio)

I wish I lived in golden skies– In that beautiful hopeful moment when the sun lights up the clouds and rays of colour burst across blue. In the golden sky, all my dreams would come true. The impossible within my grasp. Hidden hopes would open up into red reality. I would be a flaming vision inContinue reading “Golden Skies (with audio)”

Salting my wounds

I grab a handful of salt rubbing it into the wounds of my mistakes,berating myself for thinking things I mustn’t and wanting things I shouldn’t. The sting takes over my senses as I spiral into self-loathing, wishing I was a better person than this. As I pour on the negative thoughts, the pain burns meContinue reading “Salting my wounds”