Broken With Blue

It’s been three years since we’ve spoken and I still think of youDid you plug the hole in your heart? Did you get rid of your blue?  So much around me has changed I have grown, old ways are gonebut my question remains (as ever) – are you still hiding your pain in song? Bewitched with curiosity you created incredibleContinueContinue reading “Broken With Blue”

The Interlude

Original image found here Living in the interlude I struggled to find peace distracted by what had been and desperate for what was to come I waited for life to begin again – delayed in the interlude Time stood still An uninvited pause between movements with nothing remarkable to show for myself Ticks of theContinueContinue reading “The Interlude”

Dear Heart

Image found here on Pinterest Peace, dear heart  disconnect from thoughts that stray Put aside your worries  and your overthinking way Courage, dear heart you know you will be okay  Everything you fear won’t  manifest itself today Silence, dear heart find the goodness on display  Focus on the light tobanish darkness from the day Sometimes you need to do a little self-coaching to keep your mindContinueContinue reading “Dear Heart”

Autumn’s Melancholy

there’s a melancholy that descendswhen the weather changes like thisor perhaps it’s simply who I am now i’m descending into grey the days slide byone blurring into the other and I see myself in the hallway mirrorracing from one thing to the nextbut the light is fading outside the light is fading inside Some impromptu poetry.Sorry,ContinueContinue reading “Autumn’s Melancholy”

Reconcile

Trigger Warning and Personal Note: The following poem is about about Bipolar disorder and some of its impacts. It also touches on childhood trauma and suicide in less obvious ways. This poem is incredibly personal and I ask that you treat it as such. Up until recently, I worked in mental health and understand theContinueContinue reading “Reconcile”

The Clock

Image found here on Pinterest The numbers on the clock change again I watched them tick over reminding me that another minute has passed and I’m still awake I observe my staccato thoughts wondering how to quiet this frantic mind My brain talks with my anxiety about possible futures –  they’re all what ifs and maybes of things that haven’t happened and I can’t control The numbers on the clock change again theContinueContinue reading “The Clock”

Internal Wars

Original image by Japanese artist Avogado6 Swarming, Swarming Crawling inside me  My thoughts scratch along my veins Becoming chains. Drowning, Drowning Underneath all my failures I’ve been in this place before So insecure Looking in the mirror The pressure is so severe, Time to eliminate those thoughts Before I disappear; I will not hold myself hostageContinueContinue reading “Internal Wars”