self-control – Secret Thoughts Within

Restraint (with audio)

If I took the restraints off my thoughts I wonder where I would end upWhat pathways would they lead me down? What fantasies would they indulge? I know myself – they would take me along paths full of potholes and dangers I’d stumble on the freedom – trip over every feeling pursue every desire in my view I’d enjoy everything without a care forContinue reading “Restraint (with audio)”

The Clock

The numbers on the clock change again I watched them tick over reminding me that another minute has passed and I’m still awake I observe my staccato thoughts wondering how to quiet this frantic mind My brain talks with my anxiety about possible futures – they’re all what ifs and maybes of things that haven’t happened and I can’t control The numbers on the clock change again the one constant force in life theContinue reading “The Clock”

Playing with fire

Don’t touch it Secrets, I tell myself. But it’s so warm on my hands. You’ll get burnt if you don’t take care. But it’s so pretty and mesmerising. The fire doesn’t care, it’ll burn you up. Just one more time. Last time I promise. I’ll hold you to that my dear. I know what I’mContinue reading “Playing with fire”