
I felt like throwing my own heart across the room–
anything to get away from the burning anger inside my chest.
As I sat there,
with waves pulsing through my heart
I realised–
it wasn’t anger after all
it was my pain
my lingering loneliness and enduring exhaustion.
I was burning up with grief over all I had sacrificed
and all the unreturned love I had given.
But, instead of throwing my heart away
(that would have been easier I think),
I held it close
and breathed my own calming words over it.
I allowed myself to cry the tears I had held back,
using the release
to extinguish the flames of buried grief–
flames I had misunderstood
flames which I now knew how to treat.
Beautiful & deep lines….
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Grateful & encouraged by your words….
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As always wonderful
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Athira, you have warmed my heart with your encouraging words 😊 Thank you.
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Oh, I’m really glad to hear it…Stay connected with blog..
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🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
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a passionate poem about unrequited love — we’ve all been there: I’m there now — but I admire the way you handled it 🙂
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Thank you John! I feel like you have your own ‘interesting’ stories to tell 🙂
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I do and will tell them in time 🙂
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wow amazing brew of emotions and thoughts…simply lost reading this
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It’s so encouraging for any writer to hear that people have connected with their words. Thank you 🙏
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You really have. Keep up the good work. It such a pleasure to read your words
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This is great: learning to master the flames, or at least how to “treat” them. Super well read, too.
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Understanding our emotions and the why behind some of them, is so important. Thanks Ben 🙂
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Oh so wonderful, Secrets!! It seems pain provides us with some of the best learning moments in life, don’t you think?
Bellissimo, My Dear Bellissimo!
xoxox 😉😘💕💖🌹✨✨
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Absolutely Chuck, I completely agree 👍
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Really loved your audio!! I’m going to have to tempt you again! LOL
xoxox 😘💕🌹✨
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Definitely agree with your comment! 🙂
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Reblogged this on The Reluctant Poet.
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Thank you for sharing this piece 🙂
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Oh, you are welcome 💜
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