These are not just words—this is love, this is dunamis, this is a miracle for your spirit. These are not just words—this is an awakening, this is refreshment, this is something to hold onto. More than words— This is my heart reaching for yours and your heart connecting to mine. This is the divine. Dunamis:Continue reading “More than words (with audio)”
I grab a handful of salt rubbing it into the wounds of my mistakes,berating myself for thinking things I mustn’t and wanting things I shouldn’t. The sting takes over my senses as I spiral into self-loathing, wishing I was a better person than this. As I pour on the negative thoughts, the pain burns meContinue reading “Salting my wounds”
A smile escaped from my tired lips, Over thoughts of you, my heart tripped. I promise, I really don’t mean it too, It just tends to happen when I think of you. And although it’s something I try to prevent, I must admit, my smile is frequent.
I have been warned that I fall in love with people too easily, but I have my reasons. I am not naive, I can see people’s faults and dark intentions, but I also see their hidden riches. I am captivated by the unusual and overlooked rarity in people. If there is gold in someone, IContinue reading “A Glimpse of Gold (with audio)”
She’s always there, always, ready to listen to anything I have to say, just as I am for her. She can tell me her deepest darkest imaginings and I won’t even occur to me to be judgemental. I can tell her all my ugly thoughts and she knows how to interpret them with grace. SheContinue reading “Soulmate”
I’ve finally got you alone.I’ve been waiting all day for this momentAnd I promise to make the most of it.I won’t overlook a single part of you. My pulse quickens in anticipate of what I’m about to do to you.My fingers are itching to start,My lips are twitching to taste you.Oh God, I need youContinue reading “Entice”
These are the empty daysWhen the silence between the sentencesIs overwhelming. The barrenness of my lifeComes into full view.I am ashamedOf how little I have left. Devoid of the sparkleThat others say they see,How could they knowI’m only pinning up my broken smile? The silence is consumingReminding me of what I have lost.Filling cups withContinue reading “Empty days”
Why did you have to be so confident? So talented? So intelligent? I wasn’t looking for anyone to take up space in my heartYet you came alongFilling up the hollow expanse. Why did you have to be so funny? So understanding? So authentic? Why did you have to come along at all? Without you IContinue reading “Why did you?”
Edit Edit the wordsStrip it backDelete that line, can’t say that. Remove the emotionConceal the real meaningReplace that sentence Cross out what you really want to say. ConformFollow the standards Watch the spellingDon’t break the rules, they’ll call you out. Play by the rulesThe RulesThe RulesThe RulesRuin.
He said he would have kicked your teeth in And how I wish he’d tried. I would have liked to witness it Especially if you’d cried.