frustration – Secret Thoughts Within

Blurred

Image found here on Pinterest I want to write about sex and passion death and fear obsession and depression and all that lives between those words but my sentences stall inside my heart and all I write are shadows of memory and blurred dreams

Open Doors

I can’t do this anymore The passion and drive have dissolved diluted by the trauma and frustration at a broken system I can’t drum up the motivation smile and pull others up from their knees – apparently, there’s a limit to how many knocks I can take It’s a toxic relationship and I’m only realising it now working in a placeContinueContinue reading “Open Doors”

Language Warning

Every now and then when nothing seems to fit I get the urge to shout out loud “Fuck this fucking shit” But I scream it in my mind because it’s not polite say I shake it off, continue on and go about my day Originally published 2 July 2020

Smile Through The Cracks (with audio)

Image found here This will not be what you’re expecting… Do everything effortlessly Cook with perfection Have a stunning house Have perfect hair Be a #girlboss Be a mother Be everyone’s best friend Be at every social event Be successful Be fashion forward Be a sex goddess Be pure Be. Everything. To. Everyone Don’t complain Don’t stand up for yourself Don’t rock the boat Don’t have emotionsContinueContinue reading “Smile Through The Cracks (with audio)”